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mvmnt1​(​the abyss)

from famine by rust00

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I remember the first time I saw you
Your face was bathed in gold light
Casually leaning, time sliding by you
A rock dividing the river before letting itself gather as it past

Your eyes were sharp and they cut through my flesh, into my soul
And you told me your name, and I couldn't speak, and you laughed at me
And I am a ten year old boy, and you are a goddess

You had a good job, and a house full of nice things, and you are beautiful
And I am a loner that works at a dead-end job

And you kissed me and you told me that we would be together forever and you left me
You asked what you saw in me, you told me I am worthless, and I don't have the answer

And the sky is dark and it starts to rain and it never stops
And I miss you so much, I just want to hear you laugh again and I just want to feel your hand in mine again

And I wake up and this is all a dream
And I realize I've lost sense of time
And I'm not sure were I am
And I realize I have done nothing and I know no-one
And no-one knows me

And I feel something coming
Its dark and its big and nothing can stop it
Its motionless but its coming, and its silent and I can't see it

But I feel it and I feel that its coming and I have no one to stop it with and I cant do this and I'm overwhelmed and you can't love me so you won't help me

And I think about what to do
And I can't come up with the answer

And everyone acts like I'm not there
They look through me and push me aside
And I can't talk to them because they don't want me to

And my mouth is sewn shut
And I'm chained down inside myself
And I need you to come cut my chain
And I need you to hurry

The only thing I'm good for is cowering in the corner
Until someone needs something
The darkness is just over the horizon
And I'm falling.

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from famine, released December 18, 2009

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